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BROKEN DREAMS  

HERE I SIT, ON MY BED OF BROKEN DREAMS

WITH ACHING HEART AND SILENT SCREAMS

THE SUN RISES BUT REFUSES TO SHINE,

SO MANY QUESTIONS TORMENTING MY MIND

IT HAS TAKEN IT'S TOLL, ALL THIS LOSS,

MY FAITH QUESTIONED, HEART BROKEN, FAMILY TORN APART,

EVILS PATH I'VE CROSSED FOR THE SUN RISES BUT REFUSES TO SHINE

SO MANY QUESTIONS TORMENTING MY MIND

EVIL HAS REARED IT'S UGLY HEAD A CHILD GONE,

NOT ENOUGH SAID OF THE PAIN AND ANGUISH IT CAUSES US ALL

A CHILD IS GONE BUT I STILL HEAR HER CALL

SO I SIT AND MEND MY BROKEN DREAMS, WITH ACHING HEART AND SILENT SCREAMS

WONDERING

I wonder what did you think
as your life ebbed away?
If you could have spoken,
what did you have to say?

If you could have lived
I wonder what part
Of the awful incident you'd
have kept in your heart?

Were your thoughts pleasant,
or were you troubled and surprised?
Did you communicate with God?
Were there tears in your eyes?

God knows what's best
and he knows our pain,
but how long does it take
for broken hearts to smile again?

my one and only angel

the one i always hoped for to come

why did it took so long

and all the harm ever done

all gone in the moment of a single kiss

and then you realize

this love is everlasting

much like the sea

now there are two angels

you and me

I wrote your name in the sky
But the wind blew it away

I wrote your name in the sand
But the waves washed it away

I wrote your name in my heart
And forever it will stay

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When laughing
When sad
When good
When bad

I’ll be sitting there
Next to you on the big chair

My arms around you
Your head against my shoulder

A moment of silence
A moment of truth

Holding you close to me

My fingers running through your hair

I want to show you
How much I care

And when all seems lost
I will still be there

To hold you forever,
And never let you alone

My sweet beautiful angel
sent to me from above
I am so grateful to have found you
and I give you all my love

you must have come from heaven
because you have pretty little angel eyes
when you gaze at me with them
my heart floathes away

your sweet angel like voice
continuously rings in my ears
with you by my side
there is nothing I fear

you see, you are an angel, an angel to me
I can’t help it but I have fallen madly in love with you
the one who stole my heart

whenever we are together
you shine with a heavenly glow
your beautiful angel face
raises me up from feeling low

yes heaven is missing an angel
because you are here with me
you`re my sweet beautiful angel
and I`ll love you for eternity!

 

Ok, on monday i'll be starting my new job...
Which will also involve insulation, but on a different level...

What i did previously, was i managed this warehouse full with insulation and we shipped that to other places...
Now, i will be the one who puts on all the insulation in companies... more of a field operative you can say...
A lot more fun, more interesting, i get to be around more people, so more places, more money and better working hours :D

I will start my new job on monday 6 am GMT. and will stop at 3:30pm GMT.
Now i can spend more time in my afternoons yayyyyy with my lady and stuff  W0000T...

Anyway, atm, im a really happy person, i feel really good about me and my life and most important i feel good about my relationship...

I hope for everyone that things will work out, on short and long term, and that everyone may find the same happyness i have found....

Luv ya all

Steve