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Ok, so since i started my new job, i find myself driving a lot more than i used to...
Again today... 6am GMT on my way to work... first half hour, nothing on the radio but irritating music and too much boring talking.... one truck taking over another truck which slows a lot of other dirvers down...
Accelerating again, and emmidiatly hit the brakes because some retard wants to drive on the left lane, ????? makes you wonder why! And here we go again... suddenly a car moves in front of me, no signs or anything, it scared the hell out of me, and made me hit the brakes again... At this time im just sooo annoyed and pissed off, i start cursing at other drivers, calling them names and stuff...
List of things I hate in traffic:
1) People who drive to slow
2) People who do not use signs when changing lane or making a turn
3) People who do not give way
4) People who accelerate when the traffic lights hit red, and stop when it's green... (confused as to why they do that)
5) People who acc. and brake, acc and brake all the time...
6) Trucks taking over other trucks because they drive 1 mph faster... (angry face)
7) People who park their cars in a turn...
8) And some more....
I do would like to state that i'm a far-from-perfect driver, but i do feel i am driving somewhat better than some of the other road-users...
I'm home now, it's weekend, lit a smoke and poured a whisky... time to chill and relax...
Have a good weekend all!
WONDERING
I wonder what did you think
as your life ebbed away?
If you could have spoken,
what did you have to say?
If you could have lived
I wonder what part
Of the awful incident you'd
have kept in your heart?
Were your thoughts pleasant,
or were you troubled and surprised?
Did you communicate with God?
Were there tears in your eyes?
God knows what's best
and he knows our pain,
but how long does it take
for broken hearts to smile again?
Only God knows
about the problems you bore,
and I pray someday
my wondering will be no more!
Stay strong Savage...
BROKEN DREAMS
HERE I SIT, ON MY BED OF BROKEN DREAMS
WITH ACHING HEART AND SILENT SCREAMS
THE SUN RISES BUT REFUSES TO SHINE,
SO MANY QUESTIONS TORMENTING MY MIND
IT HAS TAKEN IT'S TOLL, ALL THIS LOSS,
MY FAITH QUESTIONED, HEART BROKEN, FAMILY TORN APART,
EVILS PATH I'VE CROSSED FOR THE SUN RISES BUT REFUSES TO SHINE
SO MANY QUESTIONS TORMENTING MY MIND
EVIL HAS REARED IT'S UGLY HEAD A CHILD GONE,
NOT ENOUGH SAID OF THE PAIN AND ANGUISH IT CAUSES US ALL
A CHILD IS GONE BUT I STILL HEAR HER CALL
SO I SIT AND MEND MY BROKEN DREAMS, WITH ACHING HEART AND SILENT SCREAMS
my one and only angel
the one i always hoped for to come
why did it took so long
and all the harm ever done
all gone in the moment of a single kiss
and then you realize
this love is everlasting
much like the sea
now there are two angels
you and me
I wrote your name in the sky
But the wind blew it away
I wrote your name in the sand
But the waves washed it away
I wrote your name in my heart
And forever it will stay
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When laughing
When sad
When good
When bad
I’ll be sitting there
Next to you on the big chair
My arms around you
Your head against my shoulder
A moment of silence
A moment of truth
Holding you close to me
My fingers running through your hair
I want to show you
How much I care
And when all seems lost
I will still be there
To hold you forever,
And never let you alone
My sweet beautiful angel
sent to me from above
I am so grateful to have found you
and I give you all my love
you must have come from heaven
because you have pretty little angel eyes
when you gaze at me with them
my heart floathes away
your sweet angel like voice
continuously rings in my ears
with you by my side
there is nothing I fear
you see, you are an angel, an angel to me
I can’t help it but I have fallen madly in love with you
the one who stole my heart
whenever we are together
you shine with a heavenly glow
your beautiful angel face
raises me up from feeling low
yes heaven is missing an angel
because you are here with me
you`re my sweet beautiful angel
and I`ll love you for eternity!
Ok, on monday i'll be starting my new job...
Which will also involve insulation, but on a different level...
What i did previously, was i managed this warehouse full with insulation and we shipped that to other places...
Now, i will be the one who puts on all the insulation in companies... more of a field operative you can say...
A lot more fun, more interesting, i get to be around more people, so more places, more money and better working hours :D
I will start my new job on monday 6 am GMT. and will stop at 3:30pm GMT.
Now i can spend more time in my afternoons yayyyyy with my lady and stuff W0000T...
Anyway, atm, im a really happy person, i feel really good about me and my life and most important i feel good about my relationship...
I hope for everyone that things will work out, on short and long term, and that everyone may find the same happyness i have found....
Luv ya all
Steve
Huh, what is this all about then???
Ok... about Logitech...
Logitech makes great stuff except!!..... The headsets, they seem to xxxx up after couple of months...
I'm on my second logitech headset in 1 year, and same problem... the wire is f***ed up, and i need to twist and move it about to have sound... Right now the wire is wrapped around my head in order to get sound... lol
All my other logitech products work just fine, mouse/keyboard/speakers/webcam but headsets SUCK!!!! big time...
So i'll be looking at a new headset too in the next few weeks...
Suggestions for a good headset anyone?
Ok, with regards to the high number of illegal aliens trying to get into Holland, Belgium and Germany... These countries are now trying to develop a new policy to keep I.A's out of their countries...
Here's what Belgium came up with:
In order to let illegal people into the country they have to roll a dice..
1 through 5 means turn around and go home
6 means roll again...
*****NEWS FLASH******
The Ferrari Formula 1 Team fired their entire pit crew yesterday. The
announcement followed Ferrari's decision to take advantage of the UK
Government's Youth Opportunity scheme and employ people from Liverpool.
The decision to hire them was brought on by a recent documentary on
how unemployed youths from the Liverpool area were able to remove a
set of wheels in less than 6 seconds without proper equipment,
whereas Ferrari's existing crew can only do it in 8 seconds with
millions of euros worth of high tech equipment.
Tony Blair went on record as saying this was a bold move by the
Ferrari management, which demonstrated the international recognition
of the UK under New Labour.
As most races are won and lost in the pits, Ferrari now have an
advantage over every team. However, Ferrari may have got more than
they bargained for.....
At the crew's first practice session, the Liverpool pit crew
successfully changed the tyres in under 6 seconds, and then within 12
seconds they had re-sprayed, re-badged, and sold the vehicle to the
McLaren team for 8 bottles of Stella, a kilogram of speed and some
photos of Coulthard's bird in the shower
So the other day in school i got busted on something i wasnt supposed to do..
As a punishment i had to write an essay about a subject of my own choice, and it had to be atleast 50 pages... so i chose.... SPAM!!!
Here's what my essay looked like when i handed it in after 3 days
SPAM
SPAM
SPAM
SPAM
SPAM
SPAM
SPAM
SPAM
SPAM
SPAM
SPAM
Omg... so yeah, i also put up a post on the forums about it., so it's not gonna be the same news on here as well... however i do want to point out some aspects which i find quite funny...
New features... you can now add avatars to your steam thingy... it's uses voice communication in and out of the games you play, the interface is nicer me thinks... all in all i think it is an improvement to what it was, but if it works, thats a second question... (Let's hope so) i'd say see it for yourself and make your own judgements from what you see and get...
WOOOOT WEEKEND *jumps all around the place*
Ok so i finally have my weekend now... I made plans already... gonna spend loads of the weekend with my babes... watching a movie, play some css, chat... and best part have fun :-) really looking forward to it already...
And what will your weekend be like?
Ok... so i had a look at a couple of SP member blogs, and what i find is that when someone has a really really large blog, i tend to read like the first few lines, or maybe the first paragraph but then i stop.. i get bored... it's too long...
Should blogging be about long posts, short posts or does it really not matter how long they are...
Ok so when is it too long then? That's differs for each person.. i already start finding this a bit long, so im gonna cut the crap here... and end it now...
********* STOP READING **********
So there i am being an admin on SP for nearly a year now... There has been a couple of months i was less around on css and the SP servers...
Recently i have been on again, and there seems to be this guy, i have never seen him before, but claims to be a good regular of the server and 'friends' with Furious George (aka cpnichol) and Skydavo...
It appears he requested admin or something on Common Grounds, but was told by Phil that CG doesnt need any new admins at the moment...
So yeah, this guy noticed me on CG as an admin, and kept on asking who i was, how long i've been an admin on SP and bla bla bla... so i gave the guy some answers to his questions... but this guy just wont shut up and quit about it, he just keeps going on and on and on, and he also went to Phil to get some information about me... damn... it was ok, if he would have just left it there but noooooo, now he goes along telling us what to do and not to do.
Example: The other night was quite funny, and there was a guy on with a score of like 4-31 (cant remember exactly)... so as Alpha, who was on as well, and myself recorded some hackers and banned them, out of a joke, i typed in admin chat, *player name* please stop hacking :-p lol, and this guy types to admins... 'it's not allowed for admins to use admin chat to talk to your friends'... now who the f*ck does this guy thinks he is lmao :-D he is such a joke... but also i find him to be quite annoying, oh well, i guess i just have to put up with it and ignore him lol...
Ps. if any of you people have suggestion on what to do, and on how to deal with people like this please let me know... all suggestions are welcome
So yeah, my contract with my current job ends on 3th of september...
When i had my little meeting about my contract with them, they told me that they would like to extend my contract... i however already made other plans for another job and so i was gonna tell them i wanted to quite my job... but as they said they wanted to extend my contract, i then reacted with 'well how badly do you want me to stay?" They replied, 'well quite badly' and so i said that i'll stayed for some extra euro's on my wager (for those who dont know, euro's are the currency in Europe, my country = The Netherlands)... But.. they didnt agreed with the extra euro's on my wager so i said 'well we dont have a deal then, and you need to find someone else for the job' lol... end of story...
If you also have something like this encountered, or will be coming in a situation like this shortly, please share it with us...
For those who have a job and are happy with what they do, Good Luck and Have Fun ;-)
Do you smoke or not?
Well i do.. i smoke a lot right now, dunno why tho so dont ask but i seem to light a smoke every 15 minutes, leave it in the ashtray and it burns up... bye bye smoke, so i light another one and same story there... so i buy smokes A LOT lmao.. and it's also very annoying...
My tip to avoid and/or prevent this from happening is - Take a brake from gaming go in spec and have yur smoke lol... (sssht,... but i dont do that ;-) otherwise i would have got plenty of smokes left at the end of the night)
If you feel the same way and/or would like to share your feelings about smoking during gaming please do so... i know there is also a thread about it on the forums, but who cares lol
Ok...
So today on the news on the radio they said, that a guy, who has his own party within our government, wants to have the koran banned from Holland...
He compares the koran with hitler's 'mein kampf'...
Now i dont have high likes for the islam religion or its 'bible'...
I would like to see ALL those islam, christian and other religion extremists to be dead... yes i really do... they bring war and hatred to our world... they kill in the name of 'god'...
Now could you say that religion is bad then?
I think religion isnt neccessarily a bad thing... but if you consider how much damage and bad things are done in the name of 'religions' gods' then yeah.. ban all religion i would say... perhaps Then the world might become a better place where love and peace will dominate, where people can live aside eachother... where no innocent people die of continues bombings... But when you live close to the islamitic world, it's origin, and see how many of those people live in the country i live in, then in time you create some like hatred for these people due to their actions... now im NOT a racist, but i do have dislikes for certain individuals from certain religions... that is also coming from personal experiences in my past...
If you take the islam religion... normal islam people arent that bad tho... the natives of Turkey are very friendly people... it's the very very poor people from the mountain area's that migrate to other countries just for the benefits they receive... in turn they soon start to believe they are 'god' and that they 'own' the place... my thoughts on that! They Don't... and i like to use a word for that... i.n.t.e.r.g.r.a.t.e. if you move to another country and you deside that that's where you'll be staying for the rest of your life, regardless of the reason, you adapt to it's culture... it's just not right to come in and want original culture of that country to change and take on your believes...
Back to the point...
Do you believe it's wrong to ban the koran or is it a right thing to do....
For those who like formula1 and dance music ;-)...
Holland at it's finest...
It's called "The Race" by one of our own best producing dj's... Ferry Corsten..
Here is a link to his latest videoclip of an upcoming event in Rotterdam...
See if you like it ;-)
[URL]http://www.top-clips.nl/Ferry_Corsten_The_Race_clip_2085_videoclip.html[/URL]
About me?
What about me?
Nothing to be said about me really... it's all very uninteresting... so dont bother ;-)
Well what can i tell you...
I'm Mr. Masterful, and i am proud to be a member of the spawnpoint community...
In my spare time i admin the UK servers on sometimes a daily base, sometimes a weekly base, depending on my work and my social life...
I enjoy admin but also very importantly enjoy playing on the spawnpoint servers...
Anyway, as of now, i shall post my experiences good and bad here on my Blog...
Have fun on the servers ;-)